I can't believe you're gone. 

I've become people dependent.  I don't feel comfortable unless i have someone i know with me at all times....more so than ever...its a weird feeling really cause i used to feel that i was so independent...do i feel inadequate with just me?  well in that case i should thank my college roomie heeyoung?  she used to always involve me in social situations...so maybe i just expected that that would continue and that someone would always be there to be a buffer?  but i can't just blame it on that... i mean that was three years ago.  sigh. late night rants...20's are weird.  really weird.

Taking a break from "studying".....I'm back in school for those that do not know.  I attend Temple University....but i have to admit that I miss Penn State main...and the friends I've made. You know its amazing how many people you get to know during your 4 (or 5 or 6 or 7 or 8) years in college and the amount of fun and the lack of responsibility you have.  Its like you're seriously sheltered from real life until you have to go to job interviews your senior year.  I miss those days and it seems soo far away.  its only been 3 years since i've graduated college but there is such a difference.  For one, my skin looks older and i worry about it...and two....adults ask if i have a boyfriend or when i'm going to get married.  and three...school isn't fun. being a student isn't as fun as those undergraduate days.  you have no one to pull allnighters with nor do you have people that you can bother to do nothing with.

I don't want to leave on a depressing note so i will say this.  Dank is a real word.  It means damp. Dank = damp.